Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	"Ordinary People"-John Legend

ordinary people
that is my new thing...that is how i justify human ignorance
we are all just ordinary people and that is all we are expected to be

i tried to be pissed at her...so bad
i mean i am pissed at her but it is so my fault. it is in a way your fault too. i mean, we thought too much of her. she is imperfect just as we are. i mean, how could we expect her to do any different than what she did? i mean, we are all ordinary people. we just didnt expect her to be able to hurt like that. but hey, she is just an ordinary person. so i apologize for both of our ignorance. we should have known...but hey, we are just ordinary people too. i love you tho...and i mean it. that is no human imperfection talking. i wish this hadnt of happened to you. i wish i could take your pain away because i have experienced it before and i can better deal. you, you dont deserve this. of all the people around me, you dont deserve it most of all. in this one instance, i wanna take away your pain and bare it on my heart. but i cant. just know that if i could i would...

today was slow. as hell

i am so ready for this god damned year to be over with. yes god damned this year

unitl later